Transmuting Toxic Feminine Energy Message

how I cope having grown up with a mother who is jealous and abandoned me then a stepmother who was an addict and a jealous narcissist, and finally another stepmother who I can't connect with because of her emotional unavailability and jealousy issues, I currently have to live with this energy and it has been causing road blocks for my growth and success and instead of continuing to cry about it I have written this book to get my feelings out and help others in similar situations <3

NOW IF I SENSE HATER ENERGY OR MY GUIDES SEND ME A MESSAGE

(SUCH AS DROPPING SOMTHING OR STUBBING MY ELBOW OR TOE) 

I KNOW TO REMOVE MY ENERGY BEFORE THE FIRE TRIES TO IGNITE. AKA I GO TO THE PARK OR SOMEWHERE THAT ENERGY CANNOT REACH ME AND MEDITATE, RUN USE A HEALTHY OUTLET OF YOUR CHOICE. 

SONGS 

BELLS IN SANTE FE BY HALSEY- ALL OF THIS IS TEMPORARY

UNSTOPABLE BY SIA- I WIN EVERY SINGLE GAME 

BC ITS NOT A GAME. so even when something negative happens you still win bc that's your sign to redirect yourself or your energy. being connected to source is a blessing.